Seeing my psych today was very very good for me. It was awesome to reconnect with a person that knows me so well and that I completely trust.

When I told her what had been going on in my head, the thoughts that were not leaving and what Tafe had brought up she did not try and fix things, she just let them be how they were and listened.

I really needed that.

Tonight has been an all over therapeutic one for the whole house, we really needed to sit down and talk through some issues and stresses and it really turned out well.

My attempts at finding accommodation are still not working out but I know that if I give it time and continue to persist that something will come up. For now though, I just really need to get into a routine of sleeping so that I can get up early enough in the morning to go to tafe and work as I am so far away from everything here.

There are so many responsibilities that I have which I am neglecting but I am trying my hardest to get back on track.

Tonight I had one of those mini light bulb moments where I remembered that people would still love me if I gained a bit of weight, that it would not really make much of a difference.